Tuesday, 5 November 2013

Coping

Ehhhh. What else can I do but drink and get high (nearly) every day. It's how I cope now. What set me off last night was wondering why I was anxious, and then this thought process: "Why am I anxious? Am I anxious about subbing? Of course not! I'm anxious about getting cancer again and dying!" So yeah that kinda brought me down, ya know?! And then I had nightmares all night. Oh, lovely! Now I've been drinking all day and I've had enough weed to kill a small elephant. Life is fantastic.
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