Wednesday 8 January 2014

Zope nopes

I never want to go to sleep when zopiclone kicks in. It's the one point in the day my heart rate drops to something normal. It's the one point in the day I feel calm. It feels like a waste to ruin the tiny bit of zen I get by going to bed for a sleepness night of terrifying nightmares. Ya knowwww? :( Nighmares past 2 nights in a row, I don't feel very confident about tonight...
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