Ain't nothing wrong with cosmetic surgery

I keep wondering if Miku's had some work done on her lips (or jawline) these days. Not that it's my business, of course, but knowing that would help me feel less insane. 😅 Every time I see her now I don't recognize her for a second. I'm always like, who is that?....Oh, it’s Miku. Okay.

At first I thought oh, she just learned how to use makeup at a super high skill level, but the more I see her, the more I feel like it’s less a case of becoming a make-up expert, and more something about her face that seems to have changed. I feel that way about Mari Yaguchi too (yeah right her look post-4ki was ONLY "weight loss" …uh-huh, sure), but that's decades ago. Miku is current! I can't look at the thumbnail for Liar Liner and make myself understand that's the same Miku from last year. A weirdly-timed single frame used as a thumbnail is one thing, but she's rather unrecognizable (to me) throughout the whole MV.

Hmm. I dunno.

Anyway, I can't stress enough how getting work done on your face or any kind of plastic surgery is NOT A BAD THING. If you're reading this and feel like I'm speculating something negative about Miku or Mari, you've got some deep-rooted misogyny in you that you should probably check and work on. I'm dead serious. I often worry about those weird fans out there who get defensive whenever someone mentions plastic surgery like it's a bad thing. Why do you think it's bad? It's someone's choice, like styling hair or getting tattoos. Don't like it? Don't get any. But thinking that wondering about it out loud is somehow akin to speaking negatively of someone is really weird, gross energy that you're projecting there. It says a lot more about you than anything.

All misogyny sucks, but internalized misogyny is a special kind of beast. Be sure you unlearn that shit.

Peace xx

Hollywood VS my imagination

 Maaaaan, I don't know how I feel about there being a Backrooms movie. It's something I feel that's too abstract & too personal to see interpreted by someone else, especially via such a creatively limited medium* (*meaning cinema, believe it or not). It's similar to why I feel weird, rather than excited, about the Zelda movie. The world I've interpreted in my head from the Zelda games over the past few decades is too private, too personal, and again too abstract for me to easily enjoy someone else's take on it.

...To be clear; I'm not saying these things shouldn't exist! I'm just saying I'm not sure how *I* feel about them. Do I want to see them or not? I'm so very curious about both movies, and that's an understatement! But if I end up disliking Hollywood's takes on them, I'll still feel disappointed as I can't help but want to enjoy them so very, very much!

(This has got to be one of the weirdest un-problems I've had in a very long time. 😅)