Wednesday 17 April 2019

2 posts in 1 day? That's weird.

Maybe it's not THAT weird. It's often like that for me--I won't post for a long time, and then suddenly I'll post a whole bunch of times in quick succession--even twice in one day! I'm guessing the date will show up as a day later from the previous post, but don't let that fool ya--it's only after midnight. it's still the same damn day. :P

Anyway. It's been a weird day. A few health setbacks (NOTHING major, NOT at all), and except for dancing, I haven't felt like doing all day except hang out Facebook & my gossip image boards the entire day. I don't mean that in a "oh I'm so depressed" way, but just a neutral "meh, didn't feel like doing anything else". Not that I have much choice of things to do locked up in this room, lol--I played Nintendo for a bit but stopped after getting incredibly frustrated. I listened to a LOT of music, especially Hello Project stuff. I now have some new fave Morning Musume songs that I never knew existed. I didn't feel like watching any of my shows, though. Ah well. Hopefully tomorrow!

Tuesday 16 April 2019

Privacy, tranquility, and some sunlight!

I'm doing OK now, but the weekend before last I was so sick that I couldn't even sit up on my own and the ICU team had to come and assess me and they followed me for awhile. Glad I didn't have to end up in the ICU after all, but I got some nasty infections which led to me getting my own private room (where I still am now), which is pretty darn amazing. I have zero stress in here, no noise, and I can sleep peacefully. Also, I have a huge window (as opposed to a wall and a curtain) and not only do I get sunlight, but being up on the 15th floor, I have a pretty nice view of part of downtown Toronto.

It's like night & day compared to the tiny dark room I was sharing with a roommate beforehand, to the point that I genuinely feel that the expression "like night & day" doesn't quite cut it, and I should invent a new idiom to help explain how I feel.

I don't know how much longer I get to benefit from this privacy but I'm treasuring every moment it lasts. A person can actually,  ya know, RECOVER and HEAL in a room like this!

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