I've been reading Facebook Memories and....whaaaaat.
On this day last year, I was preparing to be admitted to the hospital the next day to start my first round of chemo.
I was thinking my life would be in upheaval for a few *months*. And here I am a year later---life's still not back to normal! It BLOWS my mind that it's been THAT long and I still haven't returned to normal life yet; I guess I hadn't been factoring in the transplant at the time.
Of COURSE it's fantastic I've come this far, etc etc gratitude disclaimer, but wtf--it's been a whole year of this eh?
Ah, I really miss people & downtown wandering.
Ohh, I'm really boggled by this passage of time.
Unfathomable.
Inconceivable.
Does not compute!!
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