I'm having a really hard time picturing the future and I know that's a fucked-up thing to say, but I gotta say it somewhere, because it's terrifying.
I get discharged on Tuesday and return as an out-patient on Friday for my bone marrow test; I'll get the results the following week to find out if the chemo worked. I really hope it did, because if not, well, I mean...
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I got a new mouth ulcer last week and FUCK does it hurt. Today the pain was just unbearable but as I'm neutropenic, the nurses can't...
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I can’t tell you how I feel when someone famous and/or someone I admire announces they have OCD. It’s such a unique type of hell. It’s alway... -
Oh FFS, my doctor just spent 30 minutes listing all the horrible, horrible ways a transplant can kill me and how the first year post-transpl...
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