One of the reasons I use this blog is to keep my social media clear of cancer talk, but seeing as I use Facebook to pour out my daily thoughts, and keep me entertained while I'm stuck in the hospital with not much to do, I end up talking about cancer a lot anyway. Or I at least end up talking about the hospital. It's all that's going on in my life right now, so it's kind of hard not to.
I hate not knowing the future. I hate not knowing what's going to happen. I remember that feeling from last time. I have no idea what's going to happen next--will they find my a donor? How long will it take them? What if they don't find one? How much consolidation chemo will I need? Am I going to die?
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I can’t tell you how I feel when someone famous and/or someone I admire announces they have OCD. It’s such a unique type of hell. It’s alway... -
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