Monday, 28 January 2019

Time & Space

Room #5, but currently no roommate. I've been so lucky! The difference of not having a roommate is amazing. My anxiety level is at like, a 6/10 instead of at a constant 10/10. It makes it so much easier to BREATHE.

 I'm sure I'll get one by tomorrow (it's been 2 days now), but I've been enjoying the silence and the space in the meantime. Very grateful for that. 

On the other hand, I still don't know how to make it through another whole week here. I feel so demotivated. I hate not having any idea at all WTF the next couple of months will bring.
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