Gross

My platelets are super low, which means a paper cut would probably be enough to cause me to bleed out, so I'm currently being prepped for a blood platelet transfusion. Which means benadryl via IV, which means I'm high as fuck. Because of the low platelet level, my pic line site is oozing blood. It's not dangerous, but holy shit is it ever gross. It's so gross that it's fascinating. I can't stop looking at it.

Another super gross thing is that I'm getting so fucking bored and restless in the hospital that I've been certain specific reading 4-chan boards. I don't participate or anything (I would NEVER), just read. And I'm reading horrible, horrible things and I'm enjoying it way too much. I feel kind of guilty to be so entertained by something at someone's expense (I'm watching some horrible bullying transpire), but I'm not partipating in it, I'm simply watching from the sidelines, so it's not like I'm causing any harm anyway. *shrug*

Btw, if you're reading this and don't know what 4-chan is it, trust me: IT'S FOR THE BEST. You're a better person for being uncorrupted. 

Anyway. Apparently they're switching my antibiotics from IV to pill form today, and if I handle it OK, I should be able to go home tomorrow. FINALLY! :)