What the subject line says.
Yup, still neutropenic. Quite. How is this possible?! I mean, I know how it's possible, but...ughhh. I had to cancel ALL my plans this weekend--my belated birthday party plans, which was a night at Cine-Express on Saturday, and a potluck on the mountain on Sunday. This is, IIRC, the third time I've canceled my own birthday celebrations I keep trying to hold this year. And worst of all, I was supposed to go to Ottawa on Monday for Canada Day. Sooo not gonna happen now. I'm so upset, and that's an understatement.
I've decided to hold off on organizing any more events until September-ish. I'm supposed to have two more rounds of chemo--one in July and one in August. So if all goes well, by September I should have nothing fucking up my daily and/or social life too badly. Maybe I can actually have some fun then.
For now, back to house arrest. I am going to go crazy soon.
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